[No, he doesn't really want to show Raleigh it but he understands that he has to, if this is going to work, if they're ever going to make it back towards normal. It can't just be Yancy protecting his little brother from all the bad things in the world anymore, because newsflash: Raleigh's been through hell.
Yancy tightens his grip on Raleigh for a second, taking a breath and then plunging in--
how'd your date with alison go-- holy shit it's cold why it is so cold why am i wearing this fucking thing oh god i'm going to be sick--beep beep beep-- doctor i think we need you in here-- where are you from? what's your name? it's okay, you can talk to me i'm john smith and i'm a fisherman from fairbanks-- raleigh raleigh raleigh did you survive holy shit you did how did you get our girl back on your own-- you haven't been sleeping yeah so?-- can't go to raleigh, don't even know where to find him-- shit he's just like dad, no he's worse than dad because he promised he'd never leave but here he is turning the other way-- takes up fishing because he actually doesn't have a single clue of what else to do-- a televised kaiju attack has him holing up in the bathroom, his head between his knees and his hands over his ears-- don't you have any family john? or friends no i don't-- watching a jaeger fall on tv and he throws up his lunch and his dinner-- and another and another like dominoes and he breaks his tv one night to make it stop-- then pitfall, then watching from the air as raleigh and mako cling to each other-- what's changed now, he's not jealous, he's scared and ashamed but he's buying a ticket to Hong Kong anyway
They're just in the headspace but he's still gripping Raleigh's hand enough to bruise.]
[ looks like he was right. yancy did go through hell when he was away. in headspace, raleigh uses the grip on his hand to tug his brother into a tight hug. after chasing the rabbits from hell, they could both use one.
sorry that looked like it sucked but it's okay you don't have to worry about me or what i went through i'm okay now and there's no getting rid of me no matter what you think you did you're not like dad you came back that's what matters don't feel guilty
back in reality, raleigh opens his eyes and looks over at yancy. in the background, he can hear tendo and mako breathing a sigh of relief as he smiles over at yance and reaches out to hold on to his physical hand. ]
[Yancy only seems to remember that the LOCCENT is even there when they start to come out of the rabbit hole, and he wonders how long they were under or if the guys even noticed and they're just relieved because they didn't kill each other with this experiment or send one of them to the hospital with a seizure.
It's happened, from what he remembers from Kodiak.]
Your head's just as awful as ever, kid.
[He's joking, he's teasing Raleigh like they used to hey kid? don't get cocky? age before beauty, old man and he turns his hand to grasp Raleigh's back.]
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Yancy tightens his grip on Raleigh for a second, taking a breath and then plunging in--
how'd your date with alison go-- holy shit it's cold why it is so cold why am i wearing this fucking thing oh god i'm going to be sick--beep beep beep-- doctor i think we need you in here-- where are you from? what's your name? it's okay, you can talk to me i'm john smith and i'm a fisherman from fairbanks-- raleigh raleigh raleigh did you survive holy shit you did how did you get our girl back on your own-- you haven't been sleeping yeah so?-- can't go to raleigh, don't even know where to find him-- shit he's just like dad, no he's worse than dad because he promised he'd never leave but here he is turning the other way-- takes up fishing because he actually doesn't have a single clue of what else to do-- a televised kaiju attack has him holing up in the bathroom, his head between his knees and his hands over his ears-- don't you have any family john? or friends no i don't-- watching a jaeger fall on tv and he throws up his lunch and his dinner-- and another and another like dominoes and he breaks his tv one night to make it stop-- then pitfall, then watching from the air as raleigh and mako cling to each other-- what's changed now, he's not jealous, he's scared and ashamed but he's buying a ticket to Hong Kong anyway
They're just in the headspace but he's still gripping Raleigh's hand enough to bruise.]
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sorry that looked like it sucked but it's okay you don't have to worry about me or what i went through i'm okay now and there's no getting rid of me no matter what you think you did you're not like dad you came back that's what matters don't feel guilty
back in reality, raleigh opens his eyes and looks over at yancy. in the background, he can hear tendo and mako breathing a sigh of relief as he smiles over at yance and reaches out to hold on to his physical hand. ]
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It's happened, from what he remembers from Kodiak.]
Your head's just as awful as ever, kid.
[He's joking, he's teasing Raleigh like they used to hey kid? don't get cocky? age before beauty, old man and he turns his hand to grasp Raleigh's back.]