[Of course Raleigh drew him here, it makes perfect sense when his brother drops down next to him. He manages something like a laugh and leans into Raleigh when he's nudged, tired and drunk and sorry enough that he doesn't want to fight him on it.
He is a fucking mess. But he's got his brother and their girl and the kaiju and Marshal Pentecost won't give a fuck how guilty he's feeling over something if they're needed to step up and save the day.]
[ raleigh huffs out a laugh that's not entirely amused and runs his fingers through yancy's hair. he's so totally not surprised that an apology is the first thing out of his brother's mouth. of course he's sorry. of course he's feeling so fucking guilty he's making people take it out on him. he knows exactly what he did and what he could've lost.
that should make it harder to let it go. but yance is his co-pilot. raleigh knows exactly what's going on in that brain of his, and that makes it easier to drop a kiss on the top of his head and say, ] I know, it's okay. I forgive you.
[The total role reversal here is not lost on Yancy and how he's normally the one pulling Raleigh in for a hug and playing with his hair to calm him down. He did it when Dad left and when Mom died and part of him is really against the idea of his little brother taking care of him because it's supposed to be the other way around.
But he's mostly okay with his co-pilot letting him lean on him.]
Thanks, kid. [He doesn't ask if it's for being an asshole to him or for betraying their friend's trust or betraying Raleigh's trust. Doesn't need to. If Raleigh says he forgives him, it's for everything. It's not gone, what he did but it's not the end of everything either. He just needs to fogure out where all the pieces have fallen.]
[ while raleigh would get that if yancy voiced it--he's been in yancy's head, he knows exactly how he views being a big brother--he would also be a little offended. because while most of the time he's completely okay with yancy being the caretaker of the two of them, they're co-pilots. that means raleigh is supposed to have yancy's back just as much as yancy has his. the fact that yancy hardly ever lets him do that is infuriating sometimes. ]
Enough. [ a beat, and he amends: ] Everything, really.
[ it hurt his heart to hear. really, yancy's just laying in the bed he made, but it's hard to not have sympathy for him when he's such a miserable mess. raleigh sighs softly and holds on a little tighter. ]
It's not gonna be this shitty and fucked up forever.
[Realistically, Yancy knows that it can't be like this forever. Either Tendo will forgive him or he won't. Either he'll get over Alison or he won't. Something will have to change with time and he'll adapt and make his peace as best he can. He did when Dad left and Mom died and those were pretty shitty times too, this time just feels exceptionally shitty because he did it to himself.
Can't blame anyone for this one, not that he didn't much finger pointing before.
He nods slightly and leans more of his weight into Raleigh.]
[ raleigh really doesn't think alison and tendo are going to get divorced. the two of them are so sickeningly in love sometimes it seems impossible. even recently, which he's assuming was after yancy and alison had slept together, they were ridiculous.
but he does realize saying that probably isn't going to help yancy, so instead he goes with ] Then we deal with the fallout and move on.
[ we because even if he's still a little pissed about all this, they're brothers and co-pilots. if raleigh's going to have anyone's back in this ( and he really, really, really doesn't want to, for the record ) it's going to be yancy's. ]
[Yeah well if they were so sickeningly in love, it wouldn't have mattered what Yancy felt for her or wanted because she wouldn't have looked at him twice. Except that she did and he looked back and wasn't strong enough to stop.]
[Yancy laughs and shoves him off at the same time. He knows Raleigh better than anyone and he knew that was coming and he's grateful to his brother for doing it because it actually manages to cheer him up a little.]
[ oh, good. it worked. raleigh leans back with a little laugh of his own, still sticking close to yancy even if he's not being overly physically affectionate anymore. even though they're acting a little closer to normal now, he's still a little worried. ]
I totally know what zen means. [ wait for it... ] I've seen more martial arts movies than you.
How did I end up with such an idiot for a co-pilot anyway?
[But he's saying that with love and what can only be called an affectionate smack to the back of his head and he's pretty sure that Raleigh is joking but on the off chance he isn't... well he still loves you, kid.]
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He is a fucking mess. But he's got his brother and their girl and the kaiju and Marshal Pentecost won't give a fuck how guilty he's feeling over something if they're needed to step up and save the day.]
I'm sorry, kid.
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that should make it harder to let it go. but yance is his co-pilot. raleigh knows exactly what's going on in that brain of his, and that makes it easier to drop a kiss on the top of his head and say, ] I know, it's okay. I forgive you.
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But he's mostly okay with his co-pilot letting him lean on him.]
Thanks, kid. [He doesn't ask if it's for being an asshole to him or for betraying their friend's trust or betraying Raleigh's trust. Doesn't need to. If Raleigh says he forgives him, it's for everything. It's not gone, what he did but it's not the end of everything either. He just needs to fogure out where all the pieces have fallen.]
How much did you hear?
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Enough. [ a beat, and he amends: ] Everything, really.
[ it hurt his heart to hear. really, yancy's just laying in the bed he made, but it's hard to not have sympathy for him when he's such a miserable mess. raleigh sighs softly and holds on a little tighter. ]
It's not gonna be this shitty and fucked up forever.
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Can't blame anyone for this one, not that he didn't much finger pointing before.
He nods slightly and leans more of his weight into Raleigh.]
Shit, Raleigh, what if they get divorced?
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but he does realize saying that probably isn't going to help yancy, so instead he goes with ] Then we deal with the fallout and move on.
[ we because even if he's still a little pissed about all this, they're brothers and co-pilots. if raleigh's going to have anyone's back in this ( and he really, really, really doesn't want to, for the record ) it's going to be yancy's. ]
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When did you get so zen anyway?
[He loves you, kid. He really does.]
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[ if you don't think he's not going to take this opportunity to noogie the shit out of his brother, you don't know raleigh very well. ]
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You don't even know the meaning of the word zen.
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I totally know what zen means. [ wait for it... ] I've seen more martial arts movies than you.
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[But he's saying that with love and what can only be called an affectionate smack to the back of his head and he's pretty sure that Raleigh is joking but on the off chance he isn't... well he still loves you, kid.]