[ she wishes that were the truth and her body language says so, head bowed and eyes averted. she feels so powerless with the blanks in her head because she wonders what went on, how bad it was, why didn't the doctors find anything, was it just really drugs.
but she couldn't bring herself to talk about sleepwalking, to go to him and admit just how scared she is because sometimes she feels like she's losing her mind ( she'd gone off to buy groceries when someone's car backfired and she'd swerved onto the sidewalk she's kind of lucky no one got hurt. she's told herself it was a normal reaction, but she'd spent the next hour crying against her steering wheel that a meter cop had come over to check up on whether she was okay. ) ] I know.
[ she doesn't sound sure and that kills her a little. because she should be. she knows, logically, that raleigh is safety. ]
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but she couldn't bring herself to talk about sleepwalking, to go to him and admit just how scared she is because sometimes she feels like she's losing her mind ( she'd gone off to buy groceries when someone's car backfired and she'd swerved onto the sidewalk she's kind of lucky no one got hurt. she's told herself it was a normal reaction, but she'd spent the next hour crying against her steering wheel that a meter cop had come over to check up on whether she was okay. ) ] I know.
[ she doesn't sound sure and that kills her a little. because she should be. she knows, logically, that raleigh is safety. ]