[ he laughs, and the last of the tension bleeds out of him. they're going to be okay. they're the becket brothers, they've got this motherfu--
he falls into the drift.
d'onofrio scaring the shit out of him before he tells raleigh he's impressed by him and yance -- shut the hell up, raleigh -- fists driving into jazmine's asshole of a seventh grade boyfriend no i don't care that we're bigger kids he fucked with our sister -- raleigh, listen to me -- where would you rather die, here or in a jaeger? -- don't go dad don't go -- sensei, aishitemasu, there are tears rolling down his face those are mako's tears and his tears and striker is detonating god how did it come to this -- onibaba is outside the alley it's going to get her it's going to eat her destroy her the way it destroyed tokyo -- he's taking another shift at the top of the wall the height reminds him of gipsy -- i love you, yance. you know that right? -- raleigh, listen to me -- mako, i feel like i don't know him anymore i hate it i love him but i don't know what to do -- doing every possible workout he can think of because this is going on day three without a wink of sleep and he is so exhausted but every time he closes his eyes -- all i have to do is fall, anyone can fall -- yancy, yancy, where's yancy, yancy where are you don't leave me it hurts yancy yancy -- he holds on to his brother tight because he knows that he needs to protect yancy the way yancy always protected him and he'll do anything for yancy he's his brother he's not heavy --
raleigh sucks in a deep and noisy breath from between clenched teeth. it's been a while since he's done this with either of his co-pilots. it's hard not to chase rabbits, to see just what yancy's been up to and to try and avoid showing his brother what happened to him. he doesn't want yancy to see the crushing depression, the monotonous life, the hours upon hours upon hours of pushing himself into exhaustion only to wake up after a precious little time sweating and panting and shaking if it was an especially bad night.
but there are no secrets in the drift. there's no way to avoid that completely. so raleigh contents himself with knowing that the love you so glad you're back i've missed this missed you i'm worried about you i'm happy you're back so happy love you bro is also there beneath it all. ]
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he falls into the drift.
d'onofrio scaring the shit out of him before he tells raleigh he's impressed by him and yance -- shut the hell up, raleigh -- fists driving into jazmine's asshole of a seventh grade boyfriend no i don't care that we're bigger kids he fucked with our sister -- raleigh, listen to me -- where would you rather die, here or in a jaeger? -- don't go dad don't go -- sensei, aishitemasu, there are tears rolling down his face those are mako's tears and his tears and striker is detonating god how did it come to this -- onibaba is outside the alley it's going to get her it's going to eat her destroy her the way it destroyed tokyo -- he's taking another shift at the top of the wall the height reminds him of gipsy -- i love you, yance. you know that right? -- raleigh, listen to me -- mako, i feel like i don't know him anymore i hate it i love him but i don't know what to do -- doing every possible workout he can think of because this is going on day three without a wink of sleep and he is so exhausted but every time he closes his eyes -- all i have to do is fall, anyone can fall -- yancy, yancy, where's yancy, yancy where are you don't leave me it hurts yancy yancy -- he holds on to his brother tight because he knows that he needs to protect yancy the way yancy always protected him and he'll do anything for yancy he's his brother he's not heavy --
raleigh sucks in a deep and noisy breath from between clenched teeth. it's been a while since he's done this with either of his co-pilots. it's hard not to chase rabbits, to see just what yancy's been up to and to try and avoid showing his brother what happened to him. he doesn't want yancy to see the crushing depression, the monotonous life, the hours upon hours upon hours of pushing himself into exhaustion only to wake up after a precious little time sweating and panting and shaking if it was an especially bad night.
but there are no secrets in the drift. there's no way to avoid that completely. so raleigh contents himself with knowing that the love you so glad you're back i've missed this missed you i'm worried about you i'm happy you're back so happy love you bro is also there beneath it all. ]